"It is our function as artists to make the spectator to see the world our way, attempt to make art more than just something to look at, we want it to be something to be involved in, something too big to ignore."

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Can I get off of the ride now??


Vertigo, or dizziness, refers to the sensation of spinning (subjective vertigo) or the perception that surrounding objects are moving or spinning (objective vertigo). Some patients describe a feeling of being pulled toward the floor or toward one side of the room. Moving the head, changing position, and turning while lying down often worsen vertigo.


 OK, yes. I have this.

 Look at the picture for a second and you might get a small sample of what I'm going through.

 This has happened to me before, a few years ago. I saw 2-3 doctors a week for 3 months with no answer to what was causing this horrid experience. I was poked, prodded, pushed, and scanned. Nothing. I even had a doctor tell me he thought I was pregnant. LOL. Too funny, and sad. Now this time this experience has come back to me as mysteriously as it had went away last time.

 Nothing helps. No sleep, no food, no drug, or even meditation. I wish it was a simple as anemia or lack of sleep or even stress. Nothing,  no thing helps. It makes me want to die a little. I feel like I have a right to complain. 

 Also, the worst part of this, I have to work. I CUT hair. And 3 days ago, also CUT neck. Really. For the first time in my hairstyling career I have cut a client and caused them to bleed! I almost died. It's not like I can say, "Oh, sorry. It's just this constant spinning I'm going through that makes it so hard for me to cut straight!" I would lose my clients and my job. Even writing this here is a little risky. For all of you out there that come in and see me at the Hairpolice, don't fret. I take my time, and try really hard to focus. I just wish the spinning would take some time off when I have to make the money I have to spend on my $2000 insurance deductible to try and figure this sich out. Argh. Please let me off now, I don't feel so good. ----------------M

Sunday, July 13, 2008

where is your head at?

Love the life you're in. Not just the life you dream about.


I do. I live by this.
I love my job, my house, my girlfriend, even my car. I do.
Not saying you shouldn't try to improve yourself.
That would be the complete opposite way of thinking.
We all have dreams, goals, hopes and paths. Work into the right direction.
You never know when you will go.
So don't take your life for granted. 
When your moment is up, it's up.
Use every opportunity that has come your way, but don't step on people in the process.
Improve, care and love yourself.
You are you right now too.

Make no mistake about it. 
This is now. This is life. This is you, who you are.
You are amazing.
You are beautiful.
You have succeeded so far.
Applaud yourself for this.
Don't forget where you were and who you were 2 years ago.
And don't forget who you are now 2 more years from now.

And this last piece of advice I have to offer is so important. I need to listen too.
Remember: 
Green, Yellow, Red, Blue. 
You GO in life and make your way, 
But when you YEILD in life for a moment, your moment passes.
Then you STOP and end the momentum.
Now you have become HANDICAPPED.

Good night dreamers. I am heading there too.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Have we met?

Photobucket  This is Kerli....Kerli - Walking On Air (Official Video)
I swear this girl has met me before or we have met in another life. It is all too surreal and similar to my tastes and style. It is creepy. This is my music blog for the week. Love it. Love her. INSPIRE..... -M

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

L♡VE

                                    I'm in love with this cat.





                                                                                                   Just sayin. -M