"It is our function as artists to make the spectator to see the world our way, attempt to make art more than just something to look at, we want it to be something to be involved in, something too big to ignore."

Sunday, July 19, 2009

I'm only into this to Enjoy.




It's been awhile.

Yah, I'm still here.

Finally awaken from my slumber.

I thought about getting rid of this blog all together. But now I realize I need it.

This is my journal, my diary, my confidant.

You may be reading and wondering why I would share these feelings and dreams with you.

Just imagine it as a intimate conversation between me and you, whoever you are.

I love to share. I have too much to keep it all to myself.

If I kept it all inside, I would burst into sparks.

I would flit away in the wind.

There would be nothing left of me, just the faint smell of sulfur left in the air.


I finally am beginning to find myself again.

This is an amazing experience.

My dreams, my art, my inspiration, my love, my music...these are what make me... me.

I feel like I have awakened a long lost lover,

she had been hiding away, in that corner, you know which one.

She was afraid I didn't want her anymore, she was afraid I had moved on.

And I strangely do feel a bit of sadness for this.

How could I have left her for so long?

How could I have forgotten her sweet voice?

Her soft touch, it runs through my whole soul.

Her kiss, she fills me with love, energy, creativity.

She gives me my life again.

I have missed you.

Thank you for waiting for so long.