I'm only into this to Enjoy.

It's been awhile.

Yah, I'm still here.

Finally awaken from my slumber.

I thought about getting rid of this blog all together. But now I realize I need it.

This is my journal, my diary, my confidant.

You may be reading and wondering why I would share these feelings and dreams with you.

Just imagine it as a intimate conversation between me and you, whoever you are.

I love to share. I have too much to keep it all to myself.

If I kept it all inside, I would burst into sparks.

I would flit away in the wind.

There would be nothing left of me, just the faint smell of sulfur left in the air.

I finally am beginning to find myself again.

This is an amazing experience.

My dreams, my art, my inspiration, my love, my music...these are what make me... me.

I feel like I have awakened a long lost lover,

she had been hiding away, in that corner, you know which one.

She was afraid I didn't want her anymore, she was afraid I had moved on.

And I strangely do feel a bit of sadness for this.

How could I have left her for so long?

How could I have forgotten her sweet voice?

Her soft touch, it runs through my whole soul.

Her kiss, she fills me with love, energy, creativity.

She gives me my life again.

I have missed you.

Thank you for waiting for so long.