It's been awhile.
Yah, I'm still here.
Finally awaken from my slumber.
I thought about getting rid of this blog all together. But now I realize I need it.
This is my journal, my diary, my confidant.
You may be reading and wondering why I would share these feelings and dreams with you.
Just imagine it as a intimate conversation between me and you, whoever you are.
I love to share. I have too much to keep it all to myself.
If I kept it all inside, I would burst into sparks.
I would flit away in the wind.
There would be nothing left of me, just the faint smell of sulfur left in the air.
I finally am beginning to find myself again.
This is an amazing experience.
My dreams, my art, my inspiration, my love, my music...these are what make me... me.
I feel like I have awakened a long lost lover,
she had been hiding away, in that corner, you know which one.
She was afraid I didn't want her anymore, she was afraid I had moved on.
And I strangely do feel a bit of sadness for this.
How could I have left her for so long?
How could I have forgotten her sweet voice?
Her soft touch, it runs through my whole soul.
Her kiss, she fills me with love, energy, creativity.
She gives me my life again.
I have missed you.
Thank you for waiting for so long.
